Harrison Phillips acknowledges he ponders the notion on occasion.
What if the Millard West graduate stayed home to play college football?
What if he would've been an all-conference player at Nebraska instead of Stanford?
What if he racked up 103 tackles and 7½ sacks as a Nebraska interior lineman in 2017 instead of doing it for Stanford? He was the only lineman in the Football Bowl Subdivision to surpass 100 tackles that year. I mean, even former Husker standout Ndamukong Suh, a unanimous All-American in 2009, never made 100 tackles in a season.
"I still think about that stuff," Phillips said Thursday from Millard following a Zoom session with his Buffalo Bills coaches. "Don't get me wrong, it doesn't keep me up at night. I'm still happy with my decision (to attend Stanford). But as a kid who wanted to go to Nebraska when I was younger — and who always saw the way Husker players get treated here for the rest of their lives — I guess it's just one of those 'what ifs' that can play in your mind."Â
Don't get Phillips wrong on this, either: He's happy for Keagan Johnson of Bellevue West and Avante Dickerson of Omaha Westside, who in recent days gave verbal commitments to Iowa and Minnesota, respectively. In both cases, the news definitely raised Phillips' eyebrows. After all, those schools are Nebraska's divisional rivals. Iowa is a rival, period.Â
Even so, Phillips said he is pleased to see in-state players drawing scholarship offers from Power Five schools. He thinks the state long has had players who were talented enough to play in big-time programs but were at times bypassed because coaches figured that the vast majority of the best Nebraska prep players would always stay home to play in college.
"Maybe colleges now are saying, 'Nebraska's not getting everybody as much anymore, so let's go check out the talent pool,'" he said. "Then they see that the state does have talent."
Phillips was Nebraska's Gatorade Player of the Year in 2013. He might've ended up a Husker had Bo Pelini's staff offered him a scholarship earlier in the process. With an earlier offer, he might not have attended a summer camp at Stanford. There's a lot of "what ifs" in that discussion, too. But Phillips' current "what if" — What would his life be like now had he starred at NU instead of Stanford? — is indeed provocative, especially in the wake of Johnson and Dickerson's decisions.Â
In fact, talented in-state players might be wise to listen to Phillips' thoughts on rejecting Nebraska. Doesn't hurt to listen.Â
"No matter how good you are — if these kids go to Iowa and Minnesota and start as true freshmen and become first-round NFL picks after their junior year — they're still always in the back of their minds going to think, 'What if I would've done all this back home in Nebraska?'" Phillips said. "If I was the player that I was as a senior at Stanford for the Nebraska Cornhuskers, you would think that if I walked into any single place in Omaha, people would recognize me, want a picture, all that stuff.Â
"I still get recognized quite a bit. But you would think that if I threw up the bones 100 times (after making tackles) at Nebraska, you just wonder what that would mean now and in the future."
Phillips isn't craving recognition. That's not what this is about. He thinks about the topic when he organizes his Playmakers Football Camp for special-needs and at-risk students. To be sure, he might have a bigger network of contacts had he starred for the Huskers. He also thinks about the subject as he ponders life after football.
"In terms of business opportunities, I'd like to live in Nebraska my whole life," he said. "I love it here. My family's here, my girlfriend's here, her family's here, my friends are here. But I don't know if I have those business connections where I could go out and find a job. But in Buffalo and California, I've made enough connections where I could go out and get a job tomorrow if I needed to."
He thinks back to the summer of 2013, to the period right after he verbally committed to Stanford. Let's just say Nebraska coaches weren't thrilled and made their feelings known, Phillips said. So did some Husker fans.Â
"My dad was unemployed at the time, and it came up in some articles about me," Phillips recalled. "We received a letter from someone who said, 'Way to go. Your dad will never get a job in this state again.'"Â
There were other nasty letters — not a ton of them, but enough that Phillips felt he had to take his home address off his Hudl profile.Â
That said, he obviously is proud to be a Nebraskan. To wit: He is an ardent Warren Buffett fan, but has never met the man. It's not for lack of trying. He's reached out to Buffett to perhaps meet sometime.Â
"He replied that he's getting too old to have those type of one-on-one meetings," Phillips said. "I bet if I was a Cornhusker, I would've met him sometime along the way, in the locker room or whatever. I still think about stuff like that. I'll always ask the 'what if.' Running out at Memorial Stadium as a captain of the team, as an all-conference player, would be a pretty cool feeling."
It's just something to think about, particularly if you're a Nebraska prep player and happen to hold a Husker scholarship offer.
Spirited Husker fans through the years
Larry the Cable Guy

Larry the Cable Guy poses with Kiss impersonators Steve Hernandez (from left), Brett Kay, Brett Gotch and Calvin Kramer, all from South Sioux City, on Oct. 31, 2009, at a game against Baylor in Waco, Texas.
Letting loose

A group of Husker fans let loose during the Big 12 Championship Game at Cowboys Stadium on Dec. 4, 2010.Â
Just cool it

Nebraska fans Cody Siefker (left) and Corey Craig take a moment to cool down, take a break and vent some frustration at halftime during a game against Texas with Nebraska trailing 17-3 on Oct. 16, 2010, at Memorial Stadium.
Fan in balloons

Nebraska freshman Brad Merritt makes his way though Memorial Stadium on Sept. 10, 2011, with balloons to sell to the Husker faithful.Â
Volleyball

The kill signs were out in force as Nebraska's Gina Mancuso got another one against Penn State at the NU Coliseum on Sept. 21, 2011.Â
NU Fan Day, 8.18.18

A large inflatable of Herbie Husker dwarfs the large crowd on hand on Saturday, Aug. 18, 2018, during Fan Day at Memorial Stadium.
Cornhead

NU sophomore Scott Mulholland gazes over Memorial Stadium on Oct. 8, 2011.Â
Fans

Nebraska fans try to fire up the team during the first quarter against Virginia Tech on Sept. 19, 2009, in Blacksburg, Va.Â
2017 sports end

Nebraska fan Aloise Ferris (left) of South Sioux City, Neb. got up out of her wheelchair and danced with Herbie Husker as the Cornhusker Marching Band played as they awaited the team's arrival at the East Stadium on Saturday, Sept. 22, 2017, at Memorial Stadium.
Walking corn

Husker fans Noah Stieren (from left), Liz Schwanke, Ryan Stieren, Greg Schwanke and Nate Schultz walk from Cowboys Stadium to their hotel after showing up Dec. 3, 2010, for the Big 12 Championship Game in Dallas.
Go Big Red

There were Husker fans in attendance at the Port of San Diego Big Bay Balloon Parade, San Diego, Calif., on Friday, Dec. 26, 2014.
Crowd

A fan with a lone corn head cheers on the Huskers at Michigan Stadium on Nov. 19, 2011.Â
NU football

Husker fans Alec Hogan and Kyle Krowder cheer during the second quarter against Michigan State on Saturday, Nov. 7, 2015, at Memorial Stadium.
Natilly dressed fans

Josh Van Dyke (left), Zach Beiermann and Dusty Cejka at Memorial Stadium, Saturday, Oct. 29, 2011.Â
Fan solo

One Husker fan had all the right moves, just no one to watch him, as he danced up a storm during a first-half timeout at the Nebraska women's basketball game against Creighton on Nov. 17, 2008.Â
BIRCH

Nebraska fan Aaron Birch cheers on the Huskers before the start of the Fiesta Bowl against Florida in Tempe, Ariz., on Jan. 2, 1996.Â
Nebraska vs. Illinois, 9/29/17

Nebraska fan Corey Nelson of Des Moines, Iowa, didn't last very long on a mechanical bull at Memorial Stadium in Champaign, Illinois, Friday, Sept. 29, 2017.
Belly button

Chance Vadnas seems to enjoy getting his belly button painted by Pat Lane (left) as they prepare themselves for some serious fan support of the Huskers for their game against Texas Tech on Oct. 17, 2009, at Memorial Stadium. Nick Deeds paints the back side of Vadnas.Â
Husker Fans, 10/05/2013

The athletic department will spend $12.3 million to improve the sound system and Wi-Fi connectivity inside Memorial Stadium.
Corn cookout

Randy Johnson of Northville, Mich., has everything he needs as he prepares for Nebraska vs. Michigan at Michigan Stadium on Nov. 19, 2011.Â
Ohio State vs. Nebraska, 1.21.2012

Red Zone fans show their displeasure at a call against the Huskers during a game against Ohio State at the Devaney Sports Center on Jan. 21, 2012.
Suh

Nine-year-old Ryan Cooksley of Anselmo, Payden Borders, 10, from Broken Bow, and Griffin Wright, 8, also of Broken Bow, carry a message into Cowboys Stadium before the Big 12 Championship Game with Texas on Dec. 5, 2009, in Dallas.Â
Crowd

Nebraska fans filled more than half of the east grandstand at Baylor's Floyd Casey Stadium on Oct. 31, 2009, in Waco, Texas.Â
Waiting for tickets

David Hollingsworth of Omaha waits for his tickets to the Big 12 Championship Game at Cowboys Stadium on Dec. 4, 2010.Â
Memorial Stadium

A fan throws up the bones in the student section in the southeast corner of Memorial Stadium on Nov. 21, 2009.
Husker fan day, 8.1

Feeling bashful, 4-year-old Kendal Walton of Lincoln hides under his father, Jermaine's shirt as he gets an autograph from Nebraska running back Brody Belt on Thursday during the annual Nebraska Football Fan Day at Memorial Stadium.
Nebraska at Maryland, 11.23

Transplanted Nebraska fans gather to tailgate before the game against the Maryland on Nov. 23, 2019, in College Park, Md. Ron White (center), formerly of Sargent and now living in New Hampshire, sports a jacket listing the Huskers' national championships. He's joined by former Scottsbluff residents (left to right) Shawn Jackson, Jim Newton, Maggie Jackson and Kim Freouf.Â
Iowa vs. Nebraska, 11.29

A fan holds up a sign that reads, "I survived the season" during Nebraska's game against Iowa in November 2019 at Memorial Stadium.
College GameDay, 9.28

Gabrielle Union throws the bones in response to Lee Corso (right, wearing the Ohio State mascot's head) choosing the Buckeyes over the Huskers on Sept. 28, 2019, during "College GameDay" outside of Memorial Stadium. Union is an Omaha native.
Ultimate fans

Bryon Pinkes, Will Dam and Sean Caudill will dressed in custom-made duck-hunting ghillie suits for the 2017 Nebraska-Oregon game in Eugene, Oregon.
Nebraska vs. Colorado, 9.7

Nebraska fans in the west side of the stadium celebrate after Maurice Washington's fourth-quarter touchdown against Colorado on Sept. 7, 2019, at Folsom Field in Boulder, Colo. Husker fans at the game turned large sections of Colorado's stadium red.
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